whiny, annoying blog post.

So, I don't know if it's my thyroid making my hormones go all crazy, or if I'm just over analyzing things but I've been feeling pretty neglected lately. It's like certain people don't see me the same way anymore. Maybe Ive changed, or maybe other people have changed but I don't like it. I feel like I don't even know myself. Its scary how fast things are changing...and I cant do anything about it. This is usually the time I make horrible, irrational decisions so I'm trying my best to just sit through this and let it deal with itself, but it's almost painful. It's horrifying to feel like you have no control over your own life.