Friday, January 30, 2009

Dont forget...

The Puppy Bowl will be airing on the animal planet Sunday!
It is rumored that this year's puppy bowl will be crashed by a puppy streaker!

puppy bowl Pictures, Images and Photos

Watching the Puppy Bowl Pictures, Images and Photos

Thursday, January 29, 2009

song game.

1. Pick 15 of your favorite songs.
2. Find a favorite quote from each song.
3. Don't use a song quote more than four stanzas long.
4. Post them here for everyone to guess.
5. When someone guesses correctly, write the name of the song and band.
6. Limit of four song guesses per person.
7. No searching for the song lyrics; no cheating allowed.

1.)“And when we’re holding hands, its like having sex to me”
[Jizz in my pants-The Lonely Island]

2.) “Making you feel the rhythm is my occupation
so feel the vibration”
[Good Vibrations-Marky Mark and the Funky Bunch]

3.) “Stupid piece of shit, hip-hop fuck”
[Mini Trucks Suck-AFI]

4.)“What’s upside down what’s coated in silver?
This crucifix is my 4-leaf clover”
[All on Black-Alkaline Trio]

5.)“If I could I would shrink myself and sink through your skin to your blood cells
and remove whatever makes you hurt but I am too weak to be your cure.”
[Guernica-Brand New]

6.)“"Love is watching someone die"
So who's going to watch you die?..”
[What Sarah Said-Death Cab For Cutie]

7.)“I don't know if they fags or what
Search a nigga down and grabbin his nuts”

8.)“And I know a place
Where no one is likely to pass…”
[Jack the Ripper-Morrissey]

9.)“There ain't no mistaking
It's true love we're making
Something to last for all time”
[Together Forever-Rick Astley]

10.)“Got a ticket for a world where we don't belong
So would you be my baby”
[To the moon and back-Savage Garden]

11.)“Emptiness is loneliness, and loneliness is cleanliness
And cleanliness is godliness, and god is empty just like me”
[Zero-Smashing Pumpkins]

12.)“You know say daddy me snow me-a (gonna) blame
A licky boom-boom down”

13.)“I am lost - but I've found you in my arms”
[Santa Carla Twilight-Tiger Army]

14.)“Staring at the setting sun
No reason to come back again”

15.)“Pull your hands inside of you
Six years 'till I'll be through”

Wednesday, January 28, 2009

So, this morning in English we went to the computer labs to do our peer reviews for the Literacy Narrative, which basically consisted of everyone going to the computer opposite of them. And I happen to bring my laptop with me today cause I love it and everyone else brings theirs, and I didn't really think much about someone else being on my computer with all of my things. The thing I dislike about the wireless internet up here is that after a while it times out and forces you to log back in, so when this kid was trying to post his review of my paper to our online class site,it timed out. So he got the professor and she saved it to my desktop for me to post at home.

I know many people don't understand my sense of humor, so I'm just wondering what they thought when they saw this:

Neil Patrick Harris Pictures, Images and Photos

But I guess it could be worse...I mean, my last desktop was this:


Tuesday, January 27, 2009

In case anyone cares...

I've been assigned my room for nest year :]

Room 333 on floor 3 of Summit.

but that's if I don't get kicked out for bad grades first...

and by the look of my English papers, my chances are not good....

Movie Game.

1. Pick 15 of your favorite movies.
2. Go to IMDb and find a quote from each movie.
3. Post them here for everyone to guess.
4. When someone guesses correctly, write the name of the movie.
5. NO Googling, using IMDb search, or other search functions.
6. No looking at my favorite movies on my Facebook page.
7. You don't have to be tagged to play.

1. "I'm not sitting in the back."
"Why not?"
"Cause everybody knows guy in the back seat doesn't have a cock."
[Wristcutters: A Love Story]

2."He's seducing my girlfriend with MY words and MY things. He stole a pair of her underwear! Jesus Christ, he stole her underwear."
[Eternal Sunshine Of The Spotless Mind]

3."This is your one opportunity to do something that no one has ever done before and that no one will copy throughout human existence. And if nothing else, you will be remembered as the one guy who ever did this. This one thing."

4."I thought faeries did nice things like granting wishes"
[The Labyrinth]

5."Why do you wear that stupid bunny suit?"
"Why are you wearing that stupid man suit? "
[Donnie Darko]

6."I'm going to take a pillowcase and fill it full of bars of soap and beat the shit out of you! "

7. "No one cares if you die, Lisa, because you're dead already. Your heart is cold. That's why you keep coming back here. You're not free. You need this place to feel alive. It's pathetic."
[Girl, Interrupted]

[Reservoir Dogs]

[Pulp Fiction]

10. "I'm not the one wearing hockey pants."
[The Dark Knight]

11."One thing about living in Santa Carla I never could stomach, all the goddamn vampires"
[The Lost Boys]

12. "Please Oskar... Be me, for a little while."
[Let the Right One In]

13. "That morning I was not yet a vampire, and I saw my last sunrise. I remember it completely, and yet I can't recall any sunrise before it. I watched its whole magnificence for the last time as if it were the first. And then I said farewell to sun light, and set out to become what I became."
[Interview With A Vampire]

14."They call you Tom?"
"It's my slave name."
[The Good Girl]

15." Don't dream it, be it."
[Rocky Horror Picture Show]

corey feldman should'nt be allowed to do things anymore....


forever walking through december.

I desperately want to be suggested for the show, 'What not to Wear'.
I need some help in that department...and a $5000 new wardrobe could be nice :] Although, I would probably have to hide all my band tees...I think I'd be pretty pissed if they threw them away.
So, my anthropology class was canceled today :] I'm really hoping math will be canceled as well...walking through the cold and snow at night is not pleasant for me. I talked to my English teacher and told her I was having quite a bit of difficulty with all her assignments and we agreed on a new topic for my Literacy Narrative. In class that day she mentioned something about how some people mimic their favorite authors style of writing because it helps them develop their own, and I began to think about how when I first started writing it was because I wanted to write like Davey, so everything I wrote mimicked his lyrics. And that's where I got the idea to write about how I've developed my style of writing from writing like Davey, Sylvia, and Francesca :] It's quite relieving to me because I know I cant screw this one up :]

So, I suppose I shall spend the rest of the day working on that...

Sunday, January 25, 2009

In that instant it started to pour.

I'm dreading English tomorrow morning. It wouldn't be as bad if my teacher had the tiniest bit of respect for me. But, no she hates my writing. Apparently creativity is frowned upon in her book.
Also, I'm getting pretty tired of drawing pictures and acting out things rather than just writing about them. I'm learning nothing and I'm pretty sure she just makes us do it for her own amusement.
I used to look forward to writing papers for English...
I guess I'm going to ask her to help me dull down my writing so she'll give me a good grade :[

I'll be sure to blame her for smothering my creativity in my autobiography.

Anyways, I need to figure out what to write about in my Literacy Narrative...she expects me to write about learning to drive or learning to tie my shoes, something boring like that. I hate being forced to write about something I have no interest in writing about.

Friday, January 23, 2009

Nirvana by Charles Bukowski

not much chance,
completely cut loose from
he was a young man
riding a bus
through North Carolina
on the wat to somewhere
and it began to snow
and the bus stopped
at a little cafe
in the hills
and the passengers
he sat at the counter
with the others,
he ordered and the
food arived.
the meal was
and the
the waitress was
unlike the women
he had
she was unaffected,
there was a natural
humor which came
from her.
the fry cook said
crazy things.
the dishwasher.
in back,
laughed, a good
the young man watched
the snow through the
he wanted to stay
in that cafe
the curious feeling
swam through him
that everything
that it would always
stay beautiful
then the bus driver
told the passengers
that it was time
to board.
the young man
thought, I'll just sit
here, I'll just stay
but then
he rose and followed
the others into the
he found his seat
and looked at the cafe
through the bus
then the bus moved
off, down a curve,
downward, out of
the hills.
the young man
looked straight
he heard the other
of other things,
or they were
attempting to
they had not
the young man
put his head to
one side,
closed his
pretended to
there was nothing
else to do-
just to listen to the
sound of the
the sound of the
in the

In my English class, every day we have free writes and each of us has to bring in something to write about, a different person each day, and that's what we wrote about today. I really enjoyed this's very difficult to explain but I have moments like that very rarely. Almost anything can trigger them, but in that moment I feel like absolutely everything is perfect. It can be quite overwhelming...It's like the second you realize you love someone or something...and it just kinda takes over. I'm doing a horrible job of explaining it, but this poem captures it quite well.

Whenever it's my turn to bring in something to write about, I think I'll read this section from the Bell Jar.

"I saw my life branching out before me like the green fig tree in the story. From the tip of every branch, like a fat purple fig, a wonderful future beckoned and winked. One fig was a husband and a happy home and children, and another fig was a famous poet and another fig was a brilliant professor, and another fig was Ee Gee, the amazing editor, and another fig was Europe and Africa and South America, and another fig was Constantin and Socrates and Attila and a pack of other lovers with queer names and offbeat professions, and another fig was an Olympic lady crew champion, and beyond and above these figs were many more figs I couldn't quite make out. I saw myself sitting in the crotch of this fig tree, starving to death, just because I couldn't make up my mind which of the figs I would choose. I wanted each and every one of them, but choosing one meant losing all the rest, and, as I sat there, unable to decide, the figs began to wrinkle and go black, and, one by one, they plopped to the ground at my feet."

Thursday, January 22, 2009

Favorite book?

This idea was stolen from a friend of mine :]

What is your favorite book and why?

I guess I should have included mine as well...

My favorite books are:
Psyche in A Dress by Francesca Lia Block
The Bell Jar by Sylvia Plath

both because they helped me realize a lot of things and shaped me into who I am. :]

Dying is an art, like everything else.

I got out of math early. Not early enough though...I had to re-learn things. I'm not happy. I'm feeling pretty alone right now...everyone else's sleeping schedule is opposite of mine and Brittanni is too far away. This is probably why I seem to fall asleep at 8 and wake up at 5. At least I can sleep again...

I can't remember if I have an English assignment due tomorrow or not. I'm hoping I don't but the odds are against me.

So yeah, first math class was today. My teacher seems nice...but he moves through things too fast and he stutters which makes me nervous. I wish I could do basic math.

I recently found out there was a movie made about Sylvia Plath's relationship with her husband somewhat recently, maybe from 2003? I really want to watch it but I cant find it online anywhere.
I also recently discovered her daughter is now a poet/artist.

I really don't have much to talk about right now. My mind is kinda numb at the moment. I might be back later if the mood strikes me.

Monday, January 19, 2009

I want this baby.

This scar is a speck on my porcelain skin.

I have a lot of writing to do.
I have a short write due before class on Wednesday. 300 words on a time where I
learned a process and got better at it through repetition; like tying my shoes. I really can't think of a anything I learned by trying over and over. I guess I get to make up a story and show off my sweet story telling abilities. Yeah, I wish it worked like that...

Then I have to write a Literacy Narrative on something I've learned that has to do with literacy in some sense. I had to email my teacher 3 topics to write about, they were:
*Attending the WVU writer’s workshop
*The first time I read my favorite book
*Writing my first short story
She said she really liked the first and third ones, so I'm thinking about going with the 3rd.
I'll probably use the Writers workshop for my shortwrite...I'll just bs about how I learned different styles of writing by writing in a different style each day.

Then, I have a screenplay shortwrite to do.
I have no clue how to even begin.

I don't wanna write.
Well, I do...
just not this stuff.

Also, I was looking through my old livejournal entries, and I realized how much I hate who I used to be.

I'm glad I grew up a little.

Sunday, January 18, 2009

When there's nothing left to burn, you have to set yourself on fire.

If you haven't heard 'Your ex-lover is dead' by Stars, I suggest listening to it. It's quite amazing. The lyrics make my heart feel all weird and floaty.

Nothing very interesting happened today. I cleaned my room and did some laundry. Now I'm waiting for $40 worth of dominos to get here. :]

I found this while stumbling today. It's a little fucked up, but I'm in love with it.

Madalyn thinks it explains why I still sleep with my doll.


Friday, January 16, 2009

Promise not to stop when I say when...

Is it strange that I really want to see the Notorious B.I.G movie? Cause I think it looks pretty amazing. Maybe it's just the lack of sleep...
I was asleep for about 4 hours...then someone starting banging on Jeremiah's door and I've been awake ever since.
I didn't go to any classes today, mainly because I wasn't aware I had homework until about 30 min before class started...and I hate going to class without homework. It makes me feel like the teacher might think I'm an idiot, plus the assignment was to be presented in front of the class and I didn't want to get up there and be like, "Yeah...I don't have it..." Then I didn't go to theatre mainly because it was -3 degrees outside and I really didn't think it was worth it.
Also, the Tim and Eric awesome show is quite possibly the greatest thing ever.
I wish I could fall back asleep...

Wednesday, January 14, 2009

tazer tag.

Don't play it with us...

fortheloveofire (12:22:36 AM): lets play tazer tag!
lazercats (12:23:04 AM): no thanks
fortheloveofire (12:23:48 AM): but we'll finally have an excuse to scream "DON'T TAZZE ME BRO!"
lazercats (12:25:58 AM): lmao
fortheloveofire (12:26:27 AM): i'll even let you be it
lazercats (12:26:34 AM): lmfao
lazercats (12:26:35 AM): sweeet
lazercats (12:26:44 AM): I'll jump out of trees and shit
lazercats (12:26:50 AM): and taze you
fortheloveofire (12:26:55 AM): lmao
fortheloveofire (12:27:51 AM): you know you wouldn't climb a tree
lazercats (12:28:16 AM): if it were to bombard you, yes I most definitely would
fortheloveofire (12:28:28 AM): lmao
lazercats (12:28:38 AM): I'd scream "GEEEETTT SOOOOMMMEE!!!" as I jumped too
fortheloveofire (12:28:48 AM): oh my god
fortheloveofire (12:28:53 AM): we have to
lazercats (12:28:58 AM): lmfao
lazercats (12:29:02 AM): pretty much

So yeah. That was the most exciting part of my day. Only had 3 classes today. I went to two of them :] English was pretty okay, we learned to define Literacy and had to make a literacy time line of the important times in our life. We also had to draw pictures of the most defining moment. While everyone else wrote and drew about learning to ride a bike or play an instrument, I decided to write about when I was told where meat came from. The picture caused many a laugh. Apparently it's difficult to believe a 4 year-old can decide they don't want to eat meat anymore.
I think I'm really going to like this class. So far the people I've had to be put in groups with are very friendly and interesting, so my fear of people seems to disappear for a moment.
I really was going to go to theatre today, but one of the prt stations were broke down and the line was loooooong. And I was hungry. So we turned back. I doubt we would have gone over anything too important on the 2nd day of class anyways.
My last class was Psychology as a Profession which seems like it should be quite simple. While the professor was going over the syllabus and everything there was a couple in the back of the room that refused to stop talking. They didn't even bother to whisper. And it infuriated me. I found it quite obnoxious.
In other news, it is snowing profusely here in Morgantown and I'm hoping my one class will be canceled tomorrow :] It's supposed to be in the negatives Thursday night :[ I don't like this weather.
My Anthropology class isn't until 2:30 tomorrow, but I have to get up somewhat early to go work out with Brittanni. I'm kinda hoping there will be like 15 feet of snow so I have an excuse not to go. I'm probably the laziest person on earth.
I also need to get my check cashed sometime tomorrow so I can start buying books and pay my housing deposit for next semester. So far my total book cost is $451.90. That's not including whatever I'll need for my math workshop. College is expensive :[ I'm beginning to think I should run off with the circus. And now I want to watch Mirror Mask.
That's it for now.
I think I might watch Conan :]

Monday, January 12, 2009

we need to find a way, just to keep our desire alive

So today was my first day of the new semester and of course I couldn't sleep one fucking hour last night. I've been thinking of taking a nap, but I know I wont be able to sleep again tonight if I do. I've made it this far I may as well stay up until my last class. I had English this morning at 8:30 and I was still in a fairly good mood. I was put in a group (which is pretty much what I fear in every one of my classes) and I had to learn their names and majors and something we all shared in common. This is what I learned: Kaylin and Jacob were in my group. Kaylin is a pre-med major and Jacob is a business management major. We all like cats, theatre/movies, were wearing blue jeans, and had brown eyes. Why am I sharing this? Because it is as pointless to me as it is to you. I did learn, however, that I will have to participate in a e-magazine and can blog the class notes for 15 bonus points. We were also given our first assignment today, a 300-500 word paper on a time that we communicated well. I'm thinking I'll write about when I met that french girl at the beach when I was like 6 or 7 and spent all day talking to her. Neither of us had any idea what the other was saying, but for that day we were best friends. We even made a sandcastle together. Then some bigger kids came and knocked it down. So I chased them away with my little plastic shovel.
I digress.
I think I'm really going to like my theatre class. It doesn't seem we will be doing much other than reading Romeo and Juliet, Hamlet and learning about sets and costumes. Then there are 3 required shows we have to attend. They're performing Sweeney Todd next month, but it's not one of the requirements.
I only have one class left today, but it's not until 7 tonight...and it's 3 hours long :[ I'm really hoping it's going to be interesting.
That's it so far.
I'll probably be back with updates later.
Because I have nothing better to do.

Wednesday, January 7, 2009

2 days, seven hours, 42 minutes...

I'm counting it down. :]
Did you know Rick Astley has a greatest hits album? It's amazing.
I'm reading a collection of short stories by Stephen King, "Just After Sunset" and I would really like to finish it soon but I can't seem to concentrate long enough to read. I've already broken my new years resolution. I swore to myself that I would write in my journal (non-virtual one) at least once a day, and I have yet to write in it once this year. I really don't feel like doing much of anything anymore...I've been feeling quite lazy. I'd like to blame it on my hypothyroidism but I know it's just because I've spent the majority of these past two weeks laying in bed with my laptop. All of that will be changing soon week I will be working out every Tuesday, Thursday, and occasionally Friday. I stopped taking my meds so I really need to start doing something. Also, within this month I will be getting a vertical labret and my septum pierced :] I'm quite, quite excited.
I'm hoping to find a ride to the "Rough and Rowdy" this Friday because Hannah will be fighting in it. She's going to kick some major ass :D
I really hope my check from financial aid will be in my mailbox when I get back to my dorm. I'm already getting e-mails from teachers telling about reading assignments so I suppose I should start buying books as soon I get back. I really don't want to fall behind this semester.
Also, Madalyn your dog peed in the floor...twice. I stepped in it. :[

Saturday, January 3, 2009

I took a train back, back to where I came from.

So, today was pretty amazing. Madalyn and I got to hang out with Hannah all day and it was quite nice. I can't remember the last time I got to see her. First we went to Booksamillion and Hannah introduced us to a couple of her friends and we talked to them for a while, then we ordered some pomegranate lemonade slushie type things with whip cream. After deciding not to key the car of the woman that had stolen Hannah's parking spot as we arrived in the parking lot, we went to Marquee and watched The Spirit, which was fucking amazing. The hero reminded me of Matt Skiba with his red tie and nifty hat. Then, we went to ihop in Kanawha City and I got a Belgian waffle with strawberries and a fruit drink with orange juice, strawberries, and sprite which is AHHMAZING. So in conclusion, Hannah = awesome and I need to spend more time with her. :]

Another week and I'll be back in Morgantown. I'm pretty excited. I like coming back home and seeing friends, but I'm pretty much through with going back home. I'm pretty much living with Madalyn right now because Mom's boyfriend is a dick and mom wont stick up for me, so I'm done with being yelled at and criticized over everything. Plus in Morgantown, I pretty much live with Jeremiah which is nice. When I'm at my house I'm pretty much not allowed to see I'm definitely ready to go back.

Also, "Repo! The genetic opera" comes out Jan. 20, and I'm super stoked :D
Horror-musicals are always amazing.