love, I get so lost sometimes.

I want someone to stand outside my window and play "In your eyes" by Peter Gabriel.

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I'm in an odd sad/romantic mood and I'm feeling pretty alone tonight.

So, Spring Break was pretty amazing for me. I got to see Madalyn for the first time in forever, we spent a week at an amazing house babysitting some amazing kids, I got to see Roomservice and she, Madalyn and I played on a playground and had a night picnic :]

It went by way too fast :[ I have to go back to Morgantown today and I'm not looking forward to it. I haven't gotten much sleep and I need to write a paper. I was thinking it was due Wednesday (which, it kinda is) but I just got an e-mail from my teacher saying that a rough copy of the paper is due Monday for peer review. All I have of this paper is an outline. The revised rough draft is due Wednesday : /

So now I get to try and finish this paper on no sleep while I also attempt to find a ride back to school. I want more spring break :[

and the good mood is gone.

Yesterday my math teacher asked me to stay after class and told me that I wasn't going to pass his class this semester, but he would like to meet with me twice a week to work with me on the basic stuff I haven't gotten down yet so that next semester when I take the class, it will hopefully go a little smoother for me. This means that my overall GPA may not be high enough for me to even meet the school requirements so I don't get kicked out for a year. I'm so stressed out by this I feel sick. I'm not sure I even have time to fix this...I'd have to get A's in all my other classes, which I'm beginning to doubt I'll even pass them. Why do my good mood's never last?

I'm in a FUCKING AMAZING mood right now. I'm not even sure why...

This weekend was pretty amazing. My feet are covered in blisters, and I was sore for 2 days, but it was so worth it. I saw the naked cowboy and I got to walk down the side walk Davey led the DF down when MTV revealed the video for Miss Murder. I want to travel more...

I'm pretty excited for spring break. I get to spend it with Madalyn, Michaela, and the cutest kids I've ever seen. I think I may be doing something with my mom too, so I'm pretty happy :]

Also, my English professor is being very nice and supportive of me which has also attributed to my good mood :]

<3

I finally found inspiration. The source?

Stevie Nicks - New Music - More Music Videos

I LOVE this woman.

I have a sinus infection. Took me two days of not wanting to move because of exhaustion/headaches to figure it out. At least I know what it is. I just assumed it was my allergies being ridiculous again.
So, along with that I'm pretty sure I have a bladder infection.
And I have a English presentation due tomorrow morning (which my group didn't contact me about until this evening) so looks like I get to stay up all night working on that. Then I have a test in Anthropology and Math Thursday. I also missed my Abnormal Psych test Monday because I couldn't stand up without getting dizzy/nauseous.
I'm pretty terrified I'm going to fail everything again this semester. It's not looking too good.

I haven't updated in a while because somehow I managed to screw up my password and yeah, I don't even understand what happened. But, I fixed it.
I'm pretty sure everyone in WV is sick, myself included. I'm exhausted, dizzy, and light headed. Luckily my English class is canceled tomorrow morning, because my professor is sick. But, I still have to write a paper and turn it in online before morning. I have to write a letter to a fucking genie about one wish I want and why I am deserving of this wish. I don't think 'a box full of kittens' will be acceptable to her so I really don't know what to write about.

In other news, I fell up some stairs (yes, up...) Thursday and busted my kneecap. It doesn't look too good. The lump went away, but it's still green with purple spots and it's a bit stiff.

I've also discovered the libraries around here have a lot of FLB books, which makes me extremely happy. In the Morgantown public library I found Girl Godess #9, Ruby, and Necklace of Kisses (which I cant read yet because I havent finished the Weetzie Bat series). And in the school's library I found The Hanged Man, and all of the Weetzie books, except for Witch Baby. But, I've had to study for my Abnormal Psych test and I haven't had enough time to finish any of them :[

So, that's pretty much all that's happened lately...
and now, more studying.